Ginugol ko lang lahat ng oras sa kanya. And it’s all worth it. ;)

Im a hot-headed now. Di ko alam. Bilis magbago ng mood ko ngayon. Hays -_-

girlbehindthisblog:

His point of view:

I let her go. They called me stupid for doing it. It sounds crazy but that is the right thing to do. Not all the people will understand my decision but that is not my concern. I let her go not because i don’t love her but because things are really complicated. There are things that are not working out. There are things that needs to set free. I do love her with all my heart, but i am such a jerk for hurting her all the time. I am always making her wait and doing things just to make me happy, but i only caused her tears and so much pain. I have to set her free, i have to give her happiness and i know she will find it without me. Do you think she really deserves me? I am always the reason behind her tears. I haven’t told her the reason why i let go of her, i just left her hanging because i know that things are better off this way. I want her to see me as a bad person, i want her to hate me so that it will be easy for her to forget me and move on. There’s always a reason behind everything and that no one really understand. I will come back once i am complete and everything is fine.  I let go of her because… I love her.

Her point of view:

He let go of me. I don’t know why, he didn’t give me an explanation and i didn’t bother on asking him why. I might get hurt with his reason. I am so numb of thinking he will not leave me but i was wrong. He still left me just like anyone else. I did everything for him. I made him feel special, i never fail to make him feel that i love him. I never complained whenever i am hurting because of him. But my mind and heart is always asking me “why”? Why did he let me go? Why did he set me free? Is it because he doesn’t love me anymore? Is it because he is happier if i will be out of his life? I don’t understand why, he’s always making me cry, he’s always making me worry, he’s always hurting me. But i never thought this would hurt this much. I still love him and i will wait for him to come back.

There’s always a perfect time for everything. Not because you let someone go doesn’t mean you don’t love them. When you love someone you are willing to let them go even if it means of breaking your heart into a million pieces. It’s just a brave thing to do. No one is brave enough to let go of their love one’s. Their love is not enough to make the relationship work. It’s not all about love to make it work, you have to love yourself first and consider the people around you and the situation. Maybe one day their paths will cross and at that time everything is perfectly fine. As of now they found the right love at the wrong time that’s why they have to let go of each other. Maybe someday, they will love each other again with no doubts and face the future together.

Naubos oras sa pagluluto kanina sa Culinary Class. Moussaka and Onion rings niluto namin, pinakamsarap daw niluto namin. GoodJob Group 2! :)

First time ko sa swimming class, mejj marunong na ako lumangoy (feeling ko lang) Mahirap pero nag-enjoy naman kaming lahat. Then after nun, walang prof sa next subject. So, niyaya ko si baby pumuntang SM para magvideoke, and for the first time again.. KUMANTA NA SYA SA HARAP KO!!!! :“> Achievement for me, kase napilit ko na sya. Hihi yun lang :)

Information overload sa foreign language na subject namin. Enjoy naman. So how’s my bf? Ayun, tinulugan lang ako. We’re still not okay. Maybe? Pano ba naman, its not my fault kung ganun talaga ang outfit sa swimming p.e. namin e. Di ko din naman gusto yun kung tatanungin ako. -_- okayy. That’s all for now.

Just spent this day by only sitting here doing nothing but blogging. :>

Productive day or not? Lol

Do you miss me too, baby? I saw you a while ago, smiling like you don’t even think about me. So sad, knowing that I’m not the reason behind it. I thought, you’d be happy without me. IloveyouBaby! It’s still you.

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